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Spring

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Spring makes peoples minds fuzzy. I’ve noticed that the time we’re woken up to the bright sunlight, people start to regain their energy and they’re waking up from a 6month coma.

Everyone’s happier. Even I am. Though the recent happenings might tell something different.. But I won’t think about those, I’ll concentrate on being happy and how good it makes me feel. I hope my happiness will help others find something worth being happy about in their lives too. :)

I’ve also noticed that there’s love in the air. My friends are telling me about their engagements, thoughts about having children and everything loveydovey. And I have to say that I don’t really mind it, I enjoy listening to their stories and feel that world is a pretty ok place after all. FYI I don’t usually enjoy listening to that kind of crap but during spring time, I don’t mind.

I’m in a difficult situation right now and I wish I knew the best way out of this.. but on the other hand, I think that I’ve finally grown up a bit cause I was able to admit one thing to myself which has been ‘bothering’ me for almost 5years now. I don’t know how to describe this feeling, but I’m going to do everything possible to make things right and hope I get something back from it. :P

So, let’s see what happens..

My turn?

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Since last post I haven’t had any time to think about anything else than my studies. But, somehow something changed last week and I’m kinda happier than ever. :P I love this feeling.

On the other hand, I’ve been thinking about the up coming Valentine’s day. I thought Christmas was quite bad, being alone among all the happy couples.. but I think Valentine’s is going to be frustrating too.. In Finland Valentine’s day is more for friends, though it’s been gradually changing towards the couple’s lovey-dovey-day. I don’t really hate Valentine’s but, as my friend said, it’s weird how random days make you sad even if there’s really no need for it. Funny how life’s a bitch during those days when people should be happy and enjoy their friendships. :)

Yep, I wrote this rambling just cause I’m kinda happy about a very tiny thing that happened in my life, while my friend has suffered from the same thing forever :/ It’s interesting how one thing can be so different when looking from another person’s point of view. I like this feeling I have now, but my friend hates it cause it’s been something she’s felt the past 4-5years. I understand my friend’s point of view and my feelings might change in a day more towards hers, but now I want to enjoy this! I promised my friend that she can laugh at me if this feeling changes soon to despair.. I hope that doesn’t happen, but if it happens I’m happy that I made my friend happy too. :)

It’s a pretty weekend, -25 and the sun is shining. Enjoy!

The beginning of finding me.

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Wish I knew where to start. I hope this is a good way to find out what the world and its people is about and where’s my place in all this.
Won’t promise happy-go-lucky cheery blabber all the time but will promise to think twice before complaining. Good luck to me!